Welcome to my upside down world!!

ok now, does EVERYONE HATE this thing as much as i do???? what the heck are they doing?? I DONT LIKE CHANGE!!! i cant deal with change!!!, im falling apart ahhhhhhhhh!!!

Ok, finally got back home. Enjoyed Oklahoma and the weeks i spent there. Very relaxing! Did nothing at ALL but rest and enjoy hot bubble baths everyday. No cleaning whatsoever, OR COOKING. We just went downstairs to the cafeteria and ate there. We even went walking on their walking track.

Just catching up on all my stuff. Will post some more later, but just wanted to say HI and hope everyone is doing well. I have missed YOU ALL!!
Later,
angel

Had my gallbladder test done yesterday, should be a few days before i get the results. Im leaving with hubby on Sunday and wont be back home till aug. 14th, so guess i'll have to call the docs office from Oklahoma to find out the results of the test. Either way i plan on enjoying myself lol. Eh, i'll deal with the other stuff when i get home. Not gonna worry about it. Hope everyone is doing well and may you all have a nice two weeks while im gone . I'll keep you all in prayer sweeties.

Brother in law also had surgery yesterday, polyps from deep inside his frontal sinuses. OH WOW!! when the doc came out, he was white as a ghost and said" this is one of the hardest surgeries ive ever done. The polyp was lodged between his brain area and his eye. The only thing that was seperating them both was a thin film of skin he said. So he couldnt press on the drill too hard , cause was afraid to peirce the brain, but said he had to apply some pressure because the polyp had hardened and was hard to remove. EWWWWWWW
Hes home and resting, but surely isnt comfortable i can tell ya that much. He still cant speak, his throat is so hoarse and his face is swollen. OUCH!!! But thank GOD , the surgeon was able to get in there and do his work.

Today took mom out for her bone density test, plus some other errands so she can be stocked up on groceries before i leave.

ANyway, God bless ya all and keep you safe.
angel

Hope everyone is doing well. Finally got results from the ultrasound(thought it was a sonogram, arent they the same??) anyway, got called today , and the nurse said the doctor wants me to go in on wed at 9:30 and take some other kind of xray/lab test of the liver and abdomen. I could not even begin to spell or prounounce the name of it but it "sounded" like paipadas??? not sure, maybe i wasnt hearing well, since i was sort of numb. I asked what they found that they wanted me to get another test, but the nurse said im not sure, but she ordered the test when she got the results.
Well, then, that makes me worry less then huh??? Well, we'll see what happens. I still have faith that GOD can heal my liver and hubby and i just prayed cause i lost it after the phone call. Im just tired of so many tests , so much pain, tired and guilty of taking so much of my husbands time for taking care of me cause of my health.
But, after the crying, comes the strength that God seems to give us. Almost a calmness, is it numbness? I still have to trust in HIM and in HIS promises:
Psalms 188:17 WE will not die but live!
We will not die, but live, and declare the
works of the LORD.

Proverbs 3:5-6 We trust in the Lord with all our heart
and lean not on our own understanding;
In all our ways we acknowledge Him,
and He directs all our paths.

Philippians 4:13 I can do ALL things
I can do all things through Christ that
strengthens me!

So, i will trust and have the test. Then i will go away with my hubby on the 2nd up to norman Ok. for two weeks while he goes to some school/training seminar for the place he works at. We will have fun and go for walks in the evening by the pond and feed the ducks. We will take long walks along the complex (its a private complex, very nice)and talk. We will spend some time together, alone from the rest of the family and then come home and find out what the results are. WHatever that may be, we will deal with it as we have dealt with everything else. But im believing, that everything will be alright.
angel

Sonogram on TUesday am. We'll see what the outcome is.

Yup, will turn 50 AHHHHHHHHH! tomorrow on sunday 18th! so driving up to austin tomorrow morning, having lunch with son and hubby for my birthday. Then going to see film competition that starts at 3 pm. Sons film got chosen as one of the top 10 and so the 10 will go on to competition on sunday. Then they (him and the guys who put the movie together) will go out to dinner to celebrate. Hubby and i will either start back home while they do that, or probably return to his apt and rest up, wait for him, maybe have some cappucino with him, then come back home early monday morning. Hes got an early morning shoot he has to be at so he'll be busy the whole day. We can home then.

Well , just as i was ABOUT fully recuperated from EVERYTHING under the sun, lo and behold, leave it to me to geeee come up with something else. I swear i need a total body overhaul.
Well been exercising and feeling great and then what happens? I GAIN 7 freakin lbs in ONE week. Im eating less, drinking more water, all my vitamins, exercising, situps, walking and what do i get for it??
I SWELL UP LIKE A FREKIN BALLOON!!! I swear, my face, my lips look like melanie griffiths bad collagen lip makeover. My hands are swollen, MY calves, and my ankles and feet. Had the guys going around calling me shrek all weekend long. I swear, i could barely walk, still cant. The bottom of my feet are killing me. If i press on them theres an indentation left on there. My feet loked like if i pricked it with a pin they would explode. So , what now??? WHATS GOING ON???
I have a 3 pm appt with my doc this afternoon to see whats going on. Im sorta afraid cause i am so anemic my doc once told me the worse scenerio would be congested heart failure from the anemia. One of the symptoms of CHF is swollen ankles and feet and swelling of other body parts. Other thing is liver disease. I take pain pills with tylenol in them for the fibromyalgia so tylenol is bad for the liver. I dont want to jump ahead but, these thoughts keep going thru my head. Or kidney problems.
Anyway, enough of this. I'll post later see what the heck is going ON. Seems it never ends. Please pray for ME. I REALLY NEED IT. Also brother in law who lives with us, just got back from HIS docs appt. He has polyps but over the eye, deep sinus. So hes going to need surgery. Either thru the nose OR if they cant get in the deep, they have to go over his eye, cut, drill a hole. OHHHHHHHHH WOW!!!!! suddenly my problems dont seem SOOO BAD! Hes hurting pretty bad right now, they just stuck a camera up his nose and up on high and even tho they numbed the area, hes hurting bad where they moved things around in there. GOTTA RUN.

Short tonight, neice LOVED absolutely loved her gifts. Im glad. Makes me happy just to see her smile. I took pics of course and she cut the cake, and OH man, that was some cake. DELICIOUS. gonna have to walk an extra mile tomorrow for that huge slice i had lol. Walked a mile early this morning and did some situps. YEAAA.

Well, time for a nice hot shower and then SLEEP!

Another day goes by. Nothing fantastic happened today, but just regular stuff. Doing laundry, cleaning up. Sis is ordering a cake for her daughter tomorrow. Its going to have a filling in it. Pineapple or lemon i really dont care, either one sounds GREAT to me, lol.

Hey, have been exercising and have been feeling much better. Yea pain is there, but, not sure if its just knowing that im "doing" it that is pushing me on. Giving me that encouragement to continue. Then you guys are encouraging me too. Maybe its just the endorphins from the exercise lol. But other than the fibro pain i feel pretty good today.

Not much else going on today.